1. |
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I sincerely hope you take this to heart
It’s okay, blame me. Tell em it’s my fault.
I don’t care about your “poor me” shit
Its not personal, I just wish you didn’t exist.
Before you point your finger at me
Take a look in the mirror, then maybe you’ll see.
I saw it coming. Knew you’d stay the same.
Disinterest in your existence, forget my name.
Can you tell me
Anything
From this decade?
For fucks sake, just go the fuck away. You never mattered to me anyway. Disappear. Fade to gray. For fucks sake, just go the fuck away.
Thorns in my side
Stay away from me
ripping straight through
Stay away from me
I am choosing
Stay away from me
not to remember you
Stay the fuck away from me
I left you all drowning in the gutter. Reaching out for help, I hope you fucking suffer. I left you all dying in the gutter. No hand out to help, drown one another.
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Stuck walking in the same circles
Feels like I’m running in fucking place
I keep repeating my past mistakes
Expecting shit to fucking change
I can’t think
I can’t focus at all
I’d love to spray my brains against the fucking wall
I wanna give up
Patience wearing thin
My fucking walls are crashing in
I can’t breathe
I can’t see
Every move made driven by anxiety
Rinse wash repeat
Who gives a shit
No one cares, no one ever did.
In the it’ll be I told you so
I just wanted to be left alone
Drink up from the poisoned well
What the hell, all’s well that ends well.
I’m always one bad day away from spending the rest of my life in a cell. Everyday it gets harder to live with myself.
See you in hell.
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3. |
Dead Last
01:32
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God damn it my demons are closing in
Son of a bitch I’ve gone and done it again
I really thought I beat it this time
Ill never get any fucking thing right
I don’t care anymore
Re runs in my mind
Playing back every night
Everything I’ve ever done
Wrong in my entire life
Rotting away inside my head, expiring fast.
Designed to finish dead fucking last.
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